Hana's Heart

  Why do you do this, hmm? Everything's calm for a bit ;  the smooth movement of the ocean, the cool breeze, the  dim light of the moon and the scent of the wind is like perfume.  What happened all of a sudden? Waves are  suddenly more frequent and aggressive ,, splashing huge  amounts of water on the very small island and getting everybody wet.  People then go home since the beach is not too friendly.  They change in their clothes and laze around doing other things  in other places. And then suddenly everything's calm again ;; smooth movement,  cool breeze and the scent of perfume.  But it's only a matter of time before the frequent and aggressive waves come again ,,  and people will get wet and seek refuge in their homes doing other things.  The beach isn't a place for your own entertainment ;; it's being its natural self ,,  and aggressive waves are natural the same way the smooth movements are. 

Oh baby girl, I do not wish to raise you in a world partitioned unjustly,  and where people don't know what's happening  on the other side where the other half lives.   Oh baby girl, the difference is infuriating.  The scale's unbalanced; too much weight on one side,  and too little on the other side. The ignorance and greed  accomplishes nothing but further ignorance and greed.  Oh baby girl, I hope you can see the difference  between the two partitioned worlds.  I hope you can act justly and bring about great change.  I hope you will be of those to pass on great knowledge to the world.  Oh baby girl, I love you.  It's my job to raise you, to care for you and to educate you so that you will be of those informed. I love  you more than the world. I know you will make a difference. 

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